I’m just so overwhelmed right now. Thank fucking God I’m not going back to work. But at the same time….. Now I have no money coming in and that’s just one more pile of shit to add to the laundry list of misery.

When I'm late: these ppl gotta chill I'm exactly where I got to be at this moment. God put me here for a reason, I ain't suppose to rush the universe.

When somebody else late: u stay irresponsible. Trash the fuck why u always late? How u go to work?? Lazy filth I've. Been waiting outside for 5 mins.... WHERE THE HELL U AT???!!

You have no idea how hard it is for me to not charge everything to my PayPal Credit. i.e. AmericanApparel.com, UrbanOutfitters.com, TopShop, AmericanEagle. Ugh so many stores’ websites take PayPal and it’s so tempting.

I really just want to pay off my PayPal Credit and buy everyone I love gifts. Then use whatever is left over on booze, food, and clothes.